Speaking of, I swung by your place earlier to commiserate over a drink, but I must've just missed you.
と言えば さっき あんたの所へ立ち寄ったよ 一杯交えて話すために あんたがいなくて 寂しかったぜ
It is very scary to go through that feeling of "I am about to die" or "I could die in this explosion."
これで死んでしまう とか 爆発で死んでしまう と 思わされる体験をするのは 恐ろしいものですが
And for those of us who are control freaks and perfectionists -- and I know where of I speak -- this is really hard, because we want to do everything ourselves and we want to do it right.